Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in al_jr's LiveJournal:

Thursday, October 20th, 2005
7:34 am	note to self never let someone that is drunk write on your live journal Current Mood: blah (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
2:58 am	god is an enemy so is god the eye is a perseption and that is god ask god Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: shit (Comment on this)
2:40 am	people who for not going to the show what a wonderful night it was. we showed up for the noise show and much to our surprise there was only about 30 people who showed up. Now this is not my live journal page , but for all those " rivetheads , and people who say they support the scene", there wasn't any body there. We had a great time, and there was alot of great music, but to all you all you people that didn't show up FUCK YOU!!!! I don't care what your excuse was, if you want shows to come to town then show up, but I don't want to hear you people bitch and moan when there isn't a good show in town. If any body has a problem with what I have just said then come up to me and tell me to my face. My name is Joe, but they call me BOBO. Eat shit and die. This my friend jonahs by the way this is jonahs I say if you can't live with the music kill your self it would help you kill your self Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: industrial noise (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
6:34 pm	what we have become Today I woke up, got my coffee, sat outside with my cig, and thought what do I want to do today, I started cleaning the house, played with my cat, soaked the snake (he is sheding again) after all was done and nothing was said, I sat outside again with another cig, and thought what I wanted to do again, a swarm of thought came to my head, I want a better body I should work out, I want to work on my car, I wanted to destroy something beautiful, I want to hurt all the people that hurt me in my past, I want to creat a great piece of art I want to write a symphony, or a great book, and then my thought was broken by a small voice in the back of my head saying bullshit, self improvement is masterbation, self destruction, so I looked down into my coffee cup and said to myself, wow I need a stronger batch, so remeber just cause you thought you did lot of constructive shit today does not mean you really did something useful, so go to work, do your job, help a friend ,help a girl friend, give a bum some money, take your landlords garbage out, walk a neighbors dog, cause you will still be useless in the end of the day. on a long enough timeline the survival rate of everyone still drops to zero. sincerly Jonahs p.s. yes people I am really losing my mind Current Mood: cold Current Music: everything (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
6:43 am	Where is my mind, and do I really give a shit. Rant time again, I don't know why I do this, maybe something triggers it ,maybe I have nothing better to do at 630 in the morning, I haven't been sleeping well lately, and each day seems to be getting worse, maybe I should find a hobby , maybe I shouldn't care as much as I do, or care more, who knows? Ever have a job where you loved it so much, but dealt with so many fucking assholes, thats my job right now, I feel speacial, word of advice if there is something so fucking unbearable in your life change it for better or for worse, if you try hard enough it will change, sorry had to get that out. Why do people care about what other people think of them? why is it when it comes to sex, some of the people you trust or care about will leave you in the dust? questions??? don't worry I don't expect and answer, I am easy like that. I honestly think self destruction, might be a good thing. and I know that no one truly gives a shit, If I die right now, 20 dollars says I will be forgoten in one year, oh I am really good at gambling by the way. Oh here is a really big thing that is just right under neath my skin, hopefully any one that reads this isn't one of these people, the next person that talks shit or tries to get me or barb to break up with me or vise versa to get into her pants I will give you another hole to breath out of, and will enjoy the prison time I get for doing it, damn that felt good to say, it is okay to desire someone, and even try to go for them but being sneaky about it , is just low, I am so glad that you read the random shit from my head, there is no need to read deep into this or maybe there is untill next time folks Current Mood: crazy Current Music: voices in my head (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
3:50 pm	I am fucking forced to do it , I am starting my own journal, because I am always in thought I had an idea to write them down, maybe even hear , well read if people have the same feeling about it or thought, today is people I am bored of pist off at or just fucking tired of, I have had a recent development in people I shouldn't take serious, here is the list 1 strippers, why because the live in there own little world and the sky is seriously a diffrent color, they are close to hookers, but for some reason they think they are better than everyone else, the truth is no we do not like your personality we just like your boob job, and if you are a stripper and are reading this and get mad at it , ohhh fucking well, 2 porn stars, if you really think you can make a career out of fucking people maybe you should have been a used car sales person, you would have more personality, 3 artist, yea people I know your art is good but please if you think you can shit in a jar and put it on display, and actually belive people are going to look at it and find some kind of wonderful thing about it you should kill yourself and video tape it sell it on ebay to pay for your funeral cause the catholic church wont do it, maybe the lds is church will,4 deejays, why I say this, I love deejays, they are the people that got me the job I have, but for fuck sakes what is up with the god complex, you play music that is all you do you were the people in jr high that made mix tapes for girls in school and took it serious, please for the love of god, pull your head out of your ass and look around the deejay booth I give more credit now to the people that made your equpment not the self centered thinks the world revolves around them asshole that pushes the fucking button, and 5 the musicians, this is a scratchy one, because I was one, and I don't even take my self serious, but there are some I should, the ones that know that just because the put make up on doesn't make them the best band ever, these guys I like cause they are the guys that bust there ass just to do something they like not something that they think is going to get them laid(also goes for deejays) well this is just a short list, I could go on longer but I won't Current Mood: crazy Current Music: the traffic outside my window (4 Comments |Comment on this)